The Road To Freedom Show
Episode 14: Fuck Meditation
Meditation sucks. There, I’ve said it.
This is from me, a teacher of meditation.
I’ve been meditating almost daily for nearly 5 years.
Sometimes for hours on end.
You name the meditation. I’ve done it. For long periods.
And exactly how the fucking “gurus” teach to do it.
– Fucking HUNDREDS of breathing technique
– Even more “poses”
– Guided and unguided
– Eyes open and eyes closed
– Even did sniper shooting meditation training with real fucking Navy Seal snipers
I put in my 10,000 hours.
And 2 days ago I finally said FUCK THIS SHIT!
When I really look at it all…
It’s only made my life worse.
I’ve now spent over $500,000 and 30 grueling years on personal development.
Here’s just a sample:
– Endless seminars
– Mastermind groups
– Meditation retreats (OMG WTF!? Why do people do this to themselves?)
– Yoga, yoga, and more fucking yoga
– Ayahuasca, DMT, mushrooms (sometimes for months)
– Oral Roberts University
– Seventh Day Adventists
– Christianity, Bible studies
Then the fuck religion stage:
– Cocaine, lots of it
– MDMA, pure powder, lots MORE it
– Raging alcoholism
– 3 years in Federal Prison
– Reiki masters
– Faith Healers
– Sound Healers
– Shaman and shamanic rituals
– Indian gurus
– Life coaches
– Spirit guides
– Tarot card readers
– Magicians and “mind readers”
Then I went hard core:
– Warrior Week (HOLY FUCK THAT ROCKED ME!)
– The Hoffman Process
– NLP Master Practitioner training (5 fucking times!)
– Certified EFT Practitioner
– Certified Braille Translator
– and then more seminars to “stay current”
– and I could go on but you get the point
I’ve fucking tried it all.
All to answer one gnawing question:
“What the FUCK is wrong with me!?”
In the end, I felt bad for feeling bad.
I’m gonna repeat myself to make the point again.
I put in my 10,000 hours.
And 2 days ago I finally said FUCK THIS SHIT!
When I really look at it all…
It’s only made my life worse.
It’s all only made me more aware of how shitty I’ve been.
It only made my dark side grow STRONGER.
The more “spiritual” and connected I tried to become, the more evil I felt in my brain.
“You suck.”
“No one REALLY loves you.”
“You’re a fucking moron.”
“You’re going to die broke and alone.”
“You’re a fraud.”
“Everyone leaves you because you’re unlovable.”
My dark side is always there. And that’s the “nice” stuff.
You get it.
You have it too.
I finally figured out how to beat it.
Fuck Meditation!
The gurus lie.
Save your time, energy and money and just go live.
Just be.
Play your own game.
Watch the video. It might help. It might piss you off.
Who knows?
Either way, play your own game.
It’s all just a ride.
Enjoy it.
Links from the video:
Heal documentary – https://www.netflixreleases.com/heal-2017/
Money Problems Meditation – https://briandridgway.com/money-freedom-launch1
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